I was looking forward to seeing you today

Richardson TX

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I had convinced myself that I was going to say something to you today, no matter what. Fear, self doubt, it didnt matter anymore. I had to tell you how I feel, even though you already know. Probably would have chickened out anyway, I suppose. I wish you would just say hi to me when you see me around. It would be so much easier. I mean, I might black out for a bit, but Id get over it soon enough ;) Almost four years is entirely too long to feel like this.