White Fawn

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Santa Cruz CA

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Not sure if you recognized me or not but it was me on the blue motorcycle parked next to you at the gas station the other day. I really want to speak to you. You didn’t seem open to it so I rode away, as much as I wanted to talk to you it seemed like the right thing to do. You looked marvelous by the way. I mostly just want to appologize to you, deeply and sincerely. There’s a couple things I wanted to set straight because I believe it would give you a much deeper understanding and certainly make me feel better. This is not how I want you to remember me. What we shared was incredibly special. To leave it on the terms we did is certainly tragic and unnecessary. I said some things I deeply regret because I was extremely hurt and very much afraid. I felt very humiliated. I have nothing but love, respect and admiration for you. It really hurts when someone makes you extremely important to them and then they withdraw that affection. It all happened so quickly it’s like I didn’t even have a chance to adjust. In hindsight I should have been more perceptive and heeded your subtle hints. I learned some neat things from you. I cherish the times we shared. You Definetely were a catalyst for extreme growth and for that I am eternally grateful. You are always with me in my heart. I love you. Laugh and joke all you want but I actually am buying the lot up the street to build a place for myself just like I said I would. I’ve been working myself ragged and it’s paying dividends. Back in the air again. Made some good friends you would approve of. Be well.

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