Requesting advice from a woman about a woman

Phoenix AZ

Description

I've been wondering about how someone feels. It's been 5 years but I still catch her following me around. I jjust happen to like her, so...I suppose I'm in denial that she might be doing it as a result of feeling the same. She started doing this after I walked her home late one night after running into her dowtown. I'm perfectly content to feel the way I do from a distance. I deeply care about her but I never allow myself to have expectations of such feelings being mutual. I'm not sure I even believe in "love" anymore other than it just being a chemical illusion based on the whim of a moment that can fade as fast as it appeared. I'm generally happier being alone.