The war is a constant reminder of you

Minneapolis MN

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I’ve wanted to reach out. I just don’t think it’s appropriate, considering our last conversation. I also can’t find you, but I understand why. You never had to explain your situation, and I hope there’s justice for you at some point. I never intended to deceive or manipulate you. I wish I would’ve been honest from the start, instead of letting things escalate, and then turning the tables. I promise that I didn’t realize what I was doing, and most of it wasn’t intended to hurt or gaslight you. I was just in defense mode. My issues had nothing to do with yours, and I’m sorry for being part of the pattern. I wanted you and part of me still does. I just don’t feel like I deserve you, and that none of it really matters now anyway. I’m sorry that I caused you pain though, and I have so many regrets. You deserve the world, and honestly more people should be like you. For “T”