End of my Rope

Marysville WA

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I need someone please to help me. I’m in Marysville, I have been homeless for 3 months, escaping domestic abuse, I’ve been chasing promises and loose job offers all over Washington state (Yakima, Ellensburg, Lynden, Bellingham, Friday Harbor, Burlington, Oak Harbor, LA Conner, Marysville) All this in 3 very cold months with no money or vehicle and no dishonesty. This though should give evidence that I will hustle. I was robbed of what little I did have when I stashed my bags to do some day labor. I have a solid, reputable company offering work in the Pendleton, Oregon, where if worst case scenario and this job too falls through, at least it’s warmer and one less homeless person in Washington state. Then with steady employment, Oregon will have one less very soon.. I am a hard worker, honest, don’t do drugs and have a clean driving record. I’m putting in a consistent effort, but unlike Midas, what I touch lately turns to shit. I would like that to change starting now. I have not eaten in 3 days, nor slept. I’m tired, hurting, cold and developing a screw it attitude. I have bi-polar I, though once diagnosed I became better at recognizing it and taking steps to prevent lethargic and suicidal thoughts. This on going situation is starting to get the better of me and honestly I’m a little scared to crawl back into despair and depression. I’m by Haggen off interstate 5 in Marysville. I told the clerk at 7-eleven that I hadn’t eaten in 3 days (which I not his fault or concern), but I offered to first sweep the parking lot, dump the trash and wipe down the pumps for qn old hot dog and a Big Gulp. As he sat on his rear he said no, walk to another store. He ended by saying they open at 3 a.m. It was midnight. I first, really need something to eat. I am hella weak and tend to make poor decisions when I’m like this, or so I’m told. Second, I would like to have a motel room 1 night to clean up and wash my clothes for my job. Lastly, a bus ticket from Marysville or Everett to Pendleton. These are not entitled demands, merely requests for help, please. I have not slept on a bed for over a month. I haven’t been 100% comfortably warm since January 24th. I’m soooo tired and hungry. Thank you in advance for reading this post and/or considering helping me.