Emily k C

Philadelphia PA

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Just the most amazing woman I've ever disrespected. I know thise is dumb, and I shouldn't be doing this. I don't ever expect you to forgive me for the stupid shit I did. I don't deserve forgiveness. I often wish I wasn't thinking about you. Wish I wasn't having dreams about you. It's because I know what I did was sooo wrong. I've been seeing a therapist since, and yeah... But that's not what I think about I think about your laugh. I didn't hear it enough, but I adored the goofiness of it. I think about being close to you, about how somehow you always smelled good. I think about falling in love with you. I said it way before I felt it. And that wasn't fair. But I did fall. I fell hard. I have never, and never will love somone like that again. I think about the way you'd cross the street. I know, silly right? But I could watch you navigate a busy street all day. I think about the the adventures we had, and the adventures waiting for us. Most of all, I think about being next to you while we fall asleep, I think about the dumb jokes I want to tell you, and I think about how much you'd love Oakley, the softest puppy ever. And us all on a bed together laughing. We were meant for each other. Yours. Christian.