I miss u

Mamaroneck NY

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So I found you once on here and it lasted almost 5 yrs. Memories are harsh. I have memories of a lifetime. I do think about u. A lot. Its crazy because I almost called you twice today and texted you, out of routine, then it hit me. We aren't together. Like I said, I would have good days and bad days. Night time has been rough. I am extremely sad. But then I get super angry at everything that has happened. I was stepped on. U crushed me. 2 different types of love and of course you made a race. I was never competing. I knew this would happen. I saw the writing on the wall. It hurts that I gave you the benefit if the doubt. Too long. My child, never had the chance. He wouldn’t have been loved the same way. There is no more room in your heart to love anyone else. Just them 2. They blind you. They make you soft……… and I get to hurt. I realized I made this post because I had the urge to text you “I miss you” but instead I said it all in this post. P.S. I hope last night was worth it for you.