We're distant and it hurts so bad

Portland OR

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It makes me sad pondering about having distance between us even though it's necessary. Never in a million years would imagine it would tear me up this much and it's most likely because I care about you so deeply. I'm scared of talking to you because I don't want to gush my feelings and overwhelm you. Maybe one day we can be like we both wanted but the probability of me being delusional is high and we will probably end up acting like we never happened.