long ago in a galaxy far away

Big Lake AK

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long ago in a galaxy far away (Anc/mat-su) There was this girl once I used to know...I've run into several times but some how we seem to keep losing touch. She was kinda thick and busty then with hazel eyes and dirty blonde hair (altho that changed from time to time) and she was OK. Maybe Ok was the best part. She was educated but not too dumb not too smart (or was she? I never could figure that out). Smiley and good humored, not judgemental open and kind. She was just easy on the mind and easy on the eyes.She didn't hold on too tight but then again neither did I, it was sorta a catch and release kind of thing. She was her own person and never wanted anything from me or I her but we shared a lot. We often traveled, our pass ports had lots of stamps; we drank wine in Athens, Guinness in Ireland and that orange coffee in Rangoon. It's funny but somehow I can't recall her name. Well that was long ago alto it seems like yesterday. Now I'm older than dirt but still on this side of it. I've seen too much to not be cynical but than again there is that altruistic side left over from my youth that still hopes for the best. I can laugh at myself and all my flaws and don't mind some gentle humor when someone pokes fun at me for all the dumb ridiculous thing I do. I'm sure no stud now...the hair is thin but cant say I am. Cant see my feet when I pee anymore so I reckon she's playing soccer with her boobs. We were butterflies those years ago but now are getting wrapped back into our cocoons. I don't have a bucket list. I filled it up and kicked it over with no regrets, maybe a few "I shouldn't have done that" but no regrets. The moon is waxing gibbous but I'm waning towards a quarter moon. Why am I writing this...? Its 230 in the morning and the sand man hasn't bagged me yet. I'm looking back nostalgic and wondering if all I've done is true...but I can't recall her name and wonder where she went...do you know?