missed connection

Lawton OK

Description

I miss you so much. I don't really even know why, things weren't incredibly stable for either of us and we probably didn't know eachother as well as I wanted us to. But sometimes I find myself missing you and I don't know what to do about that. I can't reach out anymore, I can't talk to you and we both know why. Still, I do miss you and I do miss hearing from you. In a weird way, I wish you'd miss me too and in an even weirder way, I hope you don't. I guess because I want you to be happy, it's hard to imagine you're happy if you're feeling the way I'm feeling. It's all a bit absurd and confusing, honestly. But maybe it'll go away. This missing you thing. I hope it goes away. I don't want to feel like this anymore.