First Date Coffee Shop Notecards

Portland OR

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I meant what I wrote on those note cards we saved from our first coffee date. Still, your choices to coldly inflect so much hurt outward make me wonder if you realize after all this time how spineless and cowardly you truly were in the end? I've had to rebuild so much because of you yet, I still hold love for you that I can't exercise from my mind. It's infuriating. I think it's because I loved you with the entirety of your flaws in mind. I don't let myself entertain the notion that you ever think of me. Just assume you've buried the memories of our former life with distractions and replacements so you can continue not to feel. Sometimes love letters don't sound like they should.