Do you ever feel this way

Lawton OK

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Like the tendency to romanticize people you meet, the tendency to create positive attributes in them out of thin air. It seems like most people just say things, zero real emotional attachment, and I can't help but believe them. But it doesn't mean anything to them. I don't mean anything to them, a conversation is just a bunch of words and they're going to go on about their lives without giving me a second thought....but I'll be stuck. And I don't know. I just wish I wasn't like that. I wish I could bring myself in rather than put myself out there just to get hurt. If I'm ever truly alone ever again in my life, I wholeheartedly want to stay that way.