Long time no see

San Francisco CA

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I just want you to know how much you changed my life to the point I wish I never met you. You are smart, educated but were stiff as a board and therefore the romance was more in my head then it was in my body. But the thought of you seemed so ideal that even after years you still linger. I had a spiritual awakening that I believe was triggered by you but only because I felt so inadequate. It took me going through a crisis to learn how to love myself again. I am happy now and spend time with a person who doesn't judge me for my looks or wealth. Last night I was reading the news and thought about you. So I checked missed connections and thinking you could be writing about me here is total delusion. You fell into a part of my soul that I am quite certain is part imagination but I am happy living in that state of simply dreaming and also I am happy with my current reality. I am getting fat and I don't fear I will be screwed over and abandoned for transforming from hot to average sized fatty. You were such a temporary thing. So here is to those historical types of romances. I mean like one that can change the course of one's life. You changed my life and you will never know. But you are kind of mean so I am probably not missing out on anything. For a moment you were on my side, but then suddenly you were not.