I met a man here once. It was like we knew eachother for a lifetime when we'd only just begun. Soon there were and plans to meet at an ice cream shop down the road. I nervously talked his ear off trying to remain cool while he nervously tried to keep from making eye contact or say the wrong thing. Our second date he held me on my couch and stroked my hair after I got sick. I wanted him to view me as tough but I wasnt. That night I fell madly in love with him and I don't think he knew it. I wish I had that moment on film to live it over and over.
Over time we slowly melded our families together. We were each others everything. He would whisper how I was who he was living for. How he couldn't see a future without me in it, and that we were forever...
But the hard parts of life took us over. We didn't really have a say in how it all happened. And how I miss him. I miss the safety of his whispers in dark rooms. I miss knowing that I was his forever with no doubt he meant it. I miss our silent walks in the woods and long drives south.
If you're still out there please be mine again. Choose me over and over and over again. When doubt creeps in give it a minute to pass and hold me again. Lean on me for reassurance and I'll lean on you. You are still my everything and I miss being yours.
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