RE: Hey, so

Portland OR

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I don't if it's actually you who wrote that, but either way, the shoe fits too well. I have some words. I know I've always been (beyond) enough for you. I never felt like I wasn't. You couldn't meet me. That's fine, we can't force shit. It is a bummer that we couldn't explore each other the ways our bodies and hearts wanted to. And at the same time, I'm relieved. The ways you pushed me away pushed me closer to myself. I won't chase unavailable people again, I won't pull when I feel resistance, and I will value actions over bullshit love-bombing words (seriously, you fucked me up with all the shit you said) You hurt me, but it was worth it for me to find what I really needed - my own self-respect. Good things are happening. I hope you're happy as well.