random thoughts...

Houston TX

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Title:random thoughts... It's been a day now... Since the discovery and proving of what I knew to be... No matter how much I wanted to believe otherwise it just was the truth... How is it affecting me in my opinion you wonder... Well I'll tell ya...I think I have no want to really talk to or flirt with you anymore... It seems Everytime you pick up your phone the first thought through my mind is "I wonder what they are talking about now behind my back"...I then picture in my mind me simply walking outside to get something and leaving you both inside alone... What happens??? What looks did they exchange??? What did they say quietly to each other??? Was one of them showing and teasing a glimpse of a naughty body part to the other??? Was there any quick grabbing and touching in a flirtatious sexual manner??? And as I come back outta my mind I start trying to recall the times I did walk out... Was there weird tension when I walked back in??? It seems to be consuming my mind... Nothing else... Just that... You and him... Well I can tell you one thing for certain...I know I don't want to be with someone who those kinda thoughts even cross my mind...I don't think I'll ever regain my attraction to you... When I look at you all I see is a dull glow... Not the beacon of light you once used to be... It just breaks my heart cause the laughter will be missed... The flirting... The teasing... The connected banter we shared... Well self--- head up... Chest out... Eyes forward... Destiny UNKNOWN....... Signed RANDOM