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Your marriage ended the first time she cheated on you. You just didn't get the memo. She is a serial cheater and will continue to cheat. There have been no real consequences for cheating on you, so you have empowered her to do it again and again. Will you be okay when she cheats again, or the time after that?
Of course your self esteem is shot, because you have no self respect left. She doesn't respect you either.
There is no expectation of privacy in a marriage, but your constant surveillance has just made her better at hiding her cheating.
You know what you need to do, but lack the courage to do it. Reclaim your life and self respect, you will be miserable till you do. Have your kids DNA tested just to make sure.
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