True Love

Portland OR

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The last thing you said was, Goodnight sweet, I will talk to you. I will get well. I love you. I still wait every day and every night I lay alone imagining us together continuing to do the work to become healed. These episodes of silence get me so detached feeling helpless when I know I can’t speak to you, but I honor holding space for you because this is the hard work that really will make a relationship work. We have real love that is other worldly. I still cannot deny inside myself how deep it is. I couldn’t accept that after reconnecting you didn’t feel it to when we were together everything felt right. Let our love unfurl and heal. I’m continuing to do the work to become the best version of myself. I’m ready for you I hope you will be ready for us and yourself. If there is anything else I can do to reassure you a long life of love and happiness healing each other and others let me know… I know it’s up to you and i will feel much better to accept your next conclusion if you have done your therapy and medication. Waiting in my feelings growing everyday, I can’t speak directly to you and you won’t see this but I have so much to say, I just wish we were laying in your bed buried in our chests and drowning in our love I’m sorry I have to admit that this is all hard