Friday night

Memphis TN

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I honestly can't believe this is the last weekend in March. So far 2022 has been a major disappointment and I don't see any major indication that it's going to change. There was a wedding tonight and I'll address my feelings about that in a bit. There have been several engagements so far this year along with quite a few weddings. I've seen plenty of relationships form this year. I've seen couples enjoying the park together. I've seen couples all over each other at church. I've seen couples enjoying dinner together along with awesome conversation. I've seen the getaway and vacation postings. I've seen interest expressed and interest reciprocated. These are definitely some very lucky guys. This has been an incredible year for those guys and that will certainly continue throughout the year. Nothing is keeping them from the love and acceptance that makes life worth getting out of bed for. There was a wedding tonight and it adds validity to the statement that not one woman has ever reciprocated my interest. We had a nice conversation in November of 2019 and I hoped we'd have many more. You mentioned about keeping in touch and I was certain that I'd never hear from you again. I had hoped to be wrong but I suspected you would be like every other woman who's ever made that statement to me. He's a lucky guy. Nothing there to cause him to be automatically rejected for reasons completely beyond his control. He has a life filled with love and happiness. He'll have incredible getaways and vacations with you. I'm sure the honeymoon will be incredible. Let's not forget about incredible birthdays and holidays spent with you. I haven't had such an incredible day in my entire life. This one day in his life is better than all the years I've been alive. He's a blessed man! All of this serves as a reminder that not once has my interest in a woman been reciprocated. It also serves as a reminder that you can't be automatically rejected before the first hello for reasons completely beyond your control and experience any of this. You can't be automatically rejected before the first conversation for reasons completely beyond your control and experience any of this. You can't be constantly ignored for reasons completely beyond your control and experience any of this. You can't be subjected to unkept promises to keep in contact for reasons completely beyond your control and experience any of this. You can't be subjected to destructive ghosting for reasons completely beyond your control and experience any of this. You can't live your whole life and never have your interest in a woman be reciprocated and experience any of this. You can't live a life where every woman you've ever been interested in ends up with some other guy and experience any of this. You can't live your whole life and never be given a legitimate chance at a relationship and experience any of this. You can't be automatically rejected before she even knows your name and experience any of this. You can't be denied the first conversation and experience any of this. You can't be immediately ignored at the first sign of expressed interest and experience any of this. You can't be enjoying a great conversation with a woman and she comes up with a lame excuse to abruptly end it with unkept promises to keep in contact and experience any of this. You can't live a life where all your friends are finding love but all you find is automatic rejection for reasons completely beyond your control. You can't live a life where you sit in a restaurant alone and every table is filled with happy couples and experience any of this. You can't live a life filled with lonely birthdays but another guy with the same birthday is experiencing an incredible day filled with love and happiness and experience any of this. You can't spend holidays alone and lonely for reasons completely beyond your control and experience any of this. I hoped things would be different this year. I always say that but nothing ever changes. It's harder when the reasons why are completely beyond your control. The disappointing and heartbreaking journey continues.