I can't do this no more

Henderson NV

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Why do I have to begging for you to love me? Everyday you make me feel like I am nothing. I gave you everything I had inside of me. I loved you when no one else did. I believed in you when everyone else said your a failure. You lie to my face on a daily. To the point you have your own child lying and keeping your secrets. You threaten me on a daily. You call me names then turn around and ask me to do something for you. You are on these dating sites. When your suppose to be at work you some how end up some where else. You blame me for everything you do wrong. You never give me a compliment. Even when I feel this is a good day. I feel pretty. You always find one thing you don't like. You don't take me out. Your phone is way more important then I will ever be. Everyday I wake up I have more and more regret. I spend my days alone. I go to work everyday. Even when I tell you what I want or what I want to do. You always disregard that and say your surprising me and end up at a bar losing hundreds of dollars. And somehow that turns into my fault is the reason you lost. It's been almost a decade. And you still can't get it right. I am to the point I am done. I don't believe any thing that comes out your mouth. Your actions has shown me. I am about to start investing my time in someone else. I will end up being heartless. I already don't want you to touch me. I am ready to give up. There is no more chances. No more time. I wish you well in everything you do. I just can't do this anymore.