My gf cheated on me :-

Portland OR

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I broke up with her, as lying in any manner is a major deal breaker for me, but is it strange that I keep fantisizing about what she did? Almost as if I would have been okay with it if she had simply asked!? I mean wtf? I'm straight, and her and I had TONS of bedroom fun, but I can't stop thinking about her stuck in the heat of the moment, and giving in to temptation. She has begged for forgiveness, but I can't give it, yet I'm constantly reliving the lust of her betrayal. I mean wtf???