I watched Turning Red.

Dallas TX

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I'm so proud of you and so disappointed in myself. I was supposed to FIGHT for you. I was so afraid that you would hurt me, because I found all the worst things I said I wouldn't find first. I was so worried that I would be a Narcissist if I did fight for you, that I wouldn't be letting you go. All I have done is fail you, and I know that. I don't expect that you still love me, but I want to do whatever I can to make amends. If I have to publicly apologize, I am terrified, but I will figure something out. I will have to work up the courage, I'll be honest, 4 years of being told I'm crazy has wrecked me. If it's about reading every book, then I will do that. If it's about writing my own, I'm working on that, too. I know it's all too late, and maybe matters to no one but me at this point, but I'll do whatever I can to just try to keep my promise to you, and let you go if there's a reason you can't because I failed.