We both have anger issues.

Richey, Pasadena TX

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Things started out well enough for us a couple years ago Babe. Yes, I made the initial mistakes of cheating on you. No, I don't like to fight and argue to the point of yelling about anything so I packed up and left. I didn't see how much you love me and I ruined what will most likely be My last chance of having someone who REALLY love me. So I grew paranoid and started doubting not only you but myself as well. When we are together and both of us are working together things are good for the most part. I was a Good Man once but I have allowed my spirit to die more and more after each of my ex's ripped out everything they could of my humanity. If you and I had only met maybe 10 years ago Babe I know you would have been happier than what this shell of a man has been able to do. I hope you have enough compassion left and are patient enough to give me a little more time to pick myself back up before you find someone better. When I proposed to you a couple of weeks ago I meant it. I don't know how to get the energy we both felt that 1st date on Valentine's Day 2020, and I don't know how to fix the problems we have until we find a way to healthily process the anger. I'm going to put everything together that I have left in life with a whole lot of prayers and make a little piece of heaven for you and our 5 kids Babe. I love you and I know you still love me. I'm just hoping you are willing to do what you need to do with the anger you have. I'm going to try and find that Dragon and end the fight.