A lifetime ago W- M

Pittsburgh PA

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Hard to believe it has been so many years. I’m many states away. I’ll probably never see you again. Such a hard pill to swallow. I was going through old things today cleaning up. I read through an old journal of mine about the last time we saw each other. I had forgotten about this… I had just started seeing my now husband and you were going through a divorce. When you found out I was dating someone, you said our timing was off and maybe someday. You were going through such pain and I was not going to give up a chance of happiness when I was so unsure of what we could become. And I’ll never know if I made a mistake. Life isn’t exactly how I pictured it, but would it have been better off with you? I just know one thing, being with you, you felt like my soulmate. We were so connected and I felt so at ease with you. That’s why I had to pull away when I did, you weren’t mine and I couldn’t bare that. I never felt that way before… or ever again. Even so many years later, I’ll never forget you. And I’ll always wonder what could have been… even though I know we could have been a disaster (doubt it though). It’s just… our timing was off… maybe someday.