Still feel like…

Kansas City MO

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I love you dearly. I’m not ashamed to admit it nor do I want to suppress it. honestly I had no idea that you were really truly serious. (As dumb as it may sound) I knew how I felt and that my kids needed to be a priority, but at what cost? I regret a lot of things but you were never one of them. Im sorry if I ever hurt you that was never my intention. Only now after reading old emails do I really finally get it. There’s so much I wish I could share and maybe there will still be a time for it. I feel the same way—trying to figure out why I can’t stop thinking about you. Even when I do I see your name or hear something that reminds me of you. Again things get quiet and I’m grateful to have you out of my mind but it’s always short lived. I felt like maybe because I’ve changed and that you didn’t find me attractive anymore. Or that perhaps you just joke around and are trying to spare my feelings? I did try and connect again because I was willing to do things together while you were near…just to see if it would go anywhere. I get now why you didn’t want to get involved but my heart is yours 💗 it always, always has been.