last time i saw it, it was real.

Albuquerque NM

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You were the expo at the new job I had started. I thought you were funny, confident and much to cocky. Meaning I found you attractive. I tried to get to know you when we got prep time, I’ll never forget those parsley parties you loved entirely to much. You began helping me see I was capable of anything and everything I ever wanted. Unfortunately it was cut short by things that take everything without remorse. I still think about you, and I’m still so confused/ hurt. It seemed like you changed everything about yourself overnight so easily. You hurt me in ways I’ll never recover from. It’s been quite some time now, and before I tell myself to never think of you again. Somehow I feel The need to reach out to see if that man i met in the beginning was anywhere to be found. I still have so much more I’d like to learn from him and with him. If you see this, and want to began again, you know where to find me. Meet me in the meadow.