KR

Colorado Springs CO

Description

I can't believe it's been 6 months.... to me it feels like it was just day ago you were here...and then you weren't. Just like that! Gone. I wonder if you're hurting inside or did you even give a fk?... I wonder if you're not hurting its because you Already had somebody else waiting..... it was so easy for you that that is the only answer I can find..... I don't know. What I do know is that 6 months later and I'm still just as crushed dumbfounded and taken aback as I was the first day. I know that I miss you. I know that I miss us. I know a day doesn't goes by that I don't think off you at least once... I know how and what you did to me was wrong. Way fkn wrong. I do know you scared me for life. I'll never ever trust Another man. I told, showed and shared more than i ever have- with anyyyyone!!!... you broke that and are the one that needs to fix it... gimme the answers I deserve. Let me begin to heal..... come and fix this!!!! I'm at a place in my life where such damage could keep me down and Afraid to trust for......evvverrr! I don't want to give you that power over me but.... you took it!!!!!! 😪