To C part ii

Eureka CA

Description

You are a flower in a fluorescent field that i walked past too many times and took for granted. You are vibrant and strong. You created something that people are envious of every time they catch a glance. The world shakes because it knows someday youll find something better. I put emphasis in the wrong spaces. I ignored the bright orb put in front of me. I became scared. I became complacent. I became weak. I dont know when my heart will find its furnace again. Im broken in a lot of ways. I have a shitty job I dont take care of myself I dont look for the right solutions I dont express myself well I have no money I have no place to stay in the future I lie to myself and to you Im depressed Im anxious Im a wreck I wish i would have treated you better Vocalized Showed you how much i care for you by real actions and solutions. I wish i had answers.