I'm right here... I've been here...

Eugene OR

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Why were you so intent on saving me? You told me that all this time you've been waiting for me. You helped me break down these walls that I put around me. Now that you have me near you don't want me. I still love you just the same as when I was broken. I let my walls down for you. Throughout the years you don't seem to like what you see and you turn from me. I wish I could move on but you are still so near. The more I pull towards you the more walls you build between us. As you sleep near I wonder if you will ever let me go, let me be free. Or will I always have to suffer in this emotional fun house you helped create? Did you save me so I could fly? Or, did you save me because you were really the one who needed to be saved? Please, love me or set me free. I can't keep doing this in-between.