Why me, God? Venting…

Lawndale CA

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Sorry, just skip my post. i just need to vent cause i have no one to talk too. Life was filled with so much joy until covid came around, my life flipped 180. My restaurant closed down, lost my beautiful condo, husband died due to a stroke…. Can life get any better? Single mother of 2, had such a wonderful life with no worries. Now we’re living in my Van, showering at gyms, and barely…. just barely getting by to feed our hunger. My sons, ages14 and 16, are doing the best they can by getting jobs while going to school. They make me so proud of how strong they are. No one knows our living situation. Everyone thinks we’re still doing well, when in reality no one knows the truth. We manage everyday to keep a smile and just take it day by day. But when everyone goes to bed with their lovely family, tummies filled, my boys and i are so hungry, sleeping close to each other cause it’s been so darn cold lately… I was never the one to ask for hand outs, im not sure why but that’s just not me. But i feel like i have no choice. Hopefully someone out there will read this and make a kind donation… 😞 Ugh, i feel so ashamed of even typing this but i just can’t handle this anymore, I pray to the Lord every night to have the strength and courage to move forward onto the next day. Im so proud of my boys for staying strong. Especially after losing their father. They don’t deserve to be living like this. No one does… sorry again, i just needed to vent… Take care and God Bless… cashapp - $tlay747 venmo- tlay747