we just knew where we were going to be..

Portland OR

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I remember the very day the very second and the weather of this day… The day we first met was the last time I was in my own world, quickly everything I knew was now all about you.. I tried to fight it and so did you. I was ready to love you and I will continue to be ready to give my soul to you, but you’re not ready and in my heart this pain was far to heavy.. I tried to show you I was capable of just being your friend but you always pushed me farther away farther and farther away until I decided to push back and then I lost you had to watch you as I walked away… now we are talking again, but it’s still in that same stagnating way.. nothing that would dare say I love you, yo te amo. Yo te quiero y te doy mi vida por ti. I see this in your eyes and feel this in my heart and soul when we look at one another….. I wanted so badly to believe that I could have always loved you so deeply but now I must say I am hesitant to allow myself to feel this way or yesterday and not today… I feel that way I did when we first met only in my dreams as I await the return of this love if you want to stay. I love you RAV your cómplice JDeAV… one year May 26th!!! Love you love love you