I had so much admiration for you.

Portland OR

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When I first met you I thought you were someone different. I admired you so much, but you couldn't see that. Your insecurities will always be your downfall. I couldn't believe the things you'd accused me of doing, btw never did any of it. You tried to tear me down to your level and for a brief moment you did. I was hopeless, miserable and depressed, then you told me you weren't in love with me(like I was an idiot for believing you were), left and ghosted me. Thank you for that, it was the best gift you could have ever given me. I was so broken I didn't know what to do with myself. I felt so foolish, then I realized you are the fool. All I did was love you and try to be there for you. The fool is the one who threw that away. I wasn't foolish for doing what any decent person who loved another would do. Sometimes I think I miss you then I remind myself, the person I miss never existed.