I just had your baby

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And all I can think about is wanting to tell you I’ve missed you for months. I am afraid to tell you that because I don’t want to get hurt again. I know there’s no room for me and my family(2 daughters) in your life, you’ve got your own world long before we ever hung out. I know it wasn’t supposed to happen this way, but I can’t help but wish it was different. I had a rly hard time not having anyone there when I was pregnant and having her by myself, but when you tell me you wanted to be there, it brings back all my feelings. Even if I don’t want them :/ i want to tell you I miss you and love you, but I’m doing my best to hold my feelings back because every time I say any of that to you, my heart gets hurt.