You’ll never know how much I loved you.

Portland OR

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You’ll never know. It doesn’t matter. You’ll never see this. I’ll carry you in the cracks you left in my heart until they heal up. You don’t see me; you never have, even when you were holding me and staring into my eyes. I did this to myself and you’re just as culpable. You started this, I should finish it. Still, none of this matters. It’s just how I’m feeling now. I’ll feel it until it passes. I’m really looking forward to putting this feeling to rest. RIP heart-love-feels.