It’s been 1 month since I have seen you.

Colorado Springs CO

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Babe, I miss you. I know you don’t want to hear from me so I am posting here because I just need to say things. I don’t know if you will ever see this. We both know we are done for good. It’s painful and it’s scary.. I miss laying next to you to most of all, snuggles still doesn’t feel right with anyone else. I’m sure you are seeing someone else, I am to. She’s pretty, very nice and everything a guy could want. But she isn’t you ind I struggle with it.. It’s weird because I can’t call her babe. Because that was your name. It’s hard to hold her hand because it’s not yours. I told her my situation and where I stand, and I’m glad she is patient with me. I know as time goes on, our bond will fade :( I can feel it already and it’s very sad. But I know I asked for it and I hate myself for that. I’m sry for everything. And I hope you can forgive me someday. I know you will probably be married in no time, I know you will latch onto the first man that gives you the attention you need. That’s how it happens with us. I wish I would’ve taken things more serious and been the man you needed. I regret so much. I am thankful that someone is wanting to give me a chance, a fresh start to be the man I want to be. But I will never get married again. I hope that in five years time, we will be able to actually see each other, coffee or something to catch up and maybe try again if there is any spark left? I don’t know how long it takes for the reset button to be pressed, but I will wait forever if need be. I hope you think about me from time to time. I told you please contact me if you ever need help or just need someone to talk to and that will stand forever. I love you babe and hope you are ok. I hope one day you will reach out. Till then, give those grand babies a hug please. ❤️ E