Dreams...

Seattle WA

Description

If only you knew all the love letters i wrote wishing you happy bday, merry christmas, happy valentines day ect...if only you knew how many times i stop what im doing and send love your way. Everytime i see repeating digits on my watch which is alot lol. I pray for you every night, and i daydream about the things we should be doing together. Pretty pathetic huh? Well it gets me through the day. You surely know who i am. You were always good like that. 😉 so much time has passed since we last saw each other, but it almost seems like yesterday. Isnt time crazy? There are so many things i would have changed. You mean so much to me, and i get a lil crazy when i think of you. How do you send me into the abyss of an emotional frenzy? You tried so hard to help me see the light, and like the fool i was, well, i chose darkness. I deserved everything i got, and you so much better. Im sorry for all the memories we missed. Maybe one day we can create new ones together. I love you so damn much. I dont blame you for keeping away. Just know im here if you change your mind. I always was and always will be. It was only fear and confusion that kept me away...it was never a lack of love. I hope you at least know that...m Eternal Flame. <