Jeff Smolka

Livonia MI

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I still love you. Always. Don’t ask why…. It just is. You’re amazing and when you kiss me, entire galaxies burn through me. If you didn’t feel that connection, you wouldn’t have kept the things you did. I don’t know why you did what you did…. I don’t really care. All I know is you ripped my heart out. And I don’t care. It doesn’t seem to matter, because I still feel you. Like a compass. I’m still in love with you. I wish I would have moved down there when you asked 17 years ago and we had the family we dreamed about, laying on that beach talking til the sun came up. I wish I would have turned around 3 years ago…. But I didn’t. You’re my soulmate. I just can’t stop loving you. It’s impossible. And I don’t care, anymore, if I do spend the rest of my life alone. I’m happy…. It would just be a lot better with you, digging in the dirt with me…. riding bikes, beaching it up, collecting cool things, making fires…. I’m just gonna do those things loving you whether you’re with me or not. I’ll see you at the end of it all, anyway. I just really miss you…. that’s all. I miss your laugh. I miss the feel of your hands over mine. I miss smoking with you by the fire. I miss your music. ….I miss you.