Another Sad Boi

Alberta near 17th, Portland OR

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I gave you way too much credit, and I’m guessing most people do. ….until they see through your bullshit. Actions speak louder than words, and your words aren’t even worthy enough to be with me. I looked like a fool for you. You don’t deserve my praise. You don’t deserve my touch. You don’t deserve my humor, my cooking, my understanding, open ears and mind. You love to hear yourself speak. It’s mostly nonsense. You pretend to have concern for others, but you’re one of the most selfish people I’ve met. As soon as someone else has the floor, you disengage. You go have a cigarette, fill up your glass. You’re a narcissist, just like you say your mother is. It sounds to me like you were showered with expectations and not love. Therefore, you wouldn’t know love if it slapped you across your round, pink shiny face. You kinda look like a penny, now that I think about it. Not sure why I wasted my time trying to teach you how to love yourself so that you can show love and be deeply loved. Lessons have been learned, and I will know how to avoid feeling like a fool in the future. I hope you are still reading this and wondering if it is about you. Another sad boi bartender with aspirations of becoming a famous musician…. Self doubt will keep your talents under-appreciated, and they will also keep getting you into conflict with those around you who just want to see you be truly happy. Take care of yourself. Show your body some love. Take a yoga class. ✌️