I need help finding help with housing

New York City NY

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I know things are crazy in the world for everyone right now.i am 39 years old with a very long list of disabilities and I collect SSI.A friend is letting me keep my stuff in her house and I pretty much float from house to house and I been doing this since I had to escape my very abusive husband a little over 2 years ago.i don't have any family other than my son and because of me he has alot of issues.i spend so much time searching online for help and day after day all I find is scam after scam and creepy men.its getting really hard to look my son in his eyes and tell him things get better,I feel like a liar.all I see is life is hard and no one really cares about anyone.i meet people and they brag about how the government pays their rent so they have a car and all they do is get high.it hurts here I am a mom unable to go out and get a 9 to 5 I'm willing to work from home but I don't have start up money for all those things.instead of my son focusing on his life he worries about me and he don't enjoy his life at all.im posting this with the hope that someone will find it in their heart to help a stranger,point me in the direction so I can get the help I need.i hate having to teach my son how to control his anger around his narsasastic father because I have no where to live so he has to stay with his dad even though his father is mentally and emotionally abusive and everytime he looks at his dad he remembers having to jump on him to get him to stop choking me when he was just a baby.i thank anyone who takes the time to read this and hopefully it will find a person that can offer me advise on what steps to make.i need a way to make money from home and provide a safe home for me and my son.please someone help.im so ashamed of myself.