Uniquely Uncommon

Lebanon OR

Description

Feel kinda like Tom Hanks in Castaway..., it's a lonely world being someone that just doesn't fit in this place, kinda feels like I've been abducted and dropped off on some far away strange alien planet that I don't really understand.., a place filled with strange people who seem to think alike and act alike, and all of society seems to be like some program running 🏃‍♂️, pre programmed responses, certain things so important 💰.. World here seems so upside down to me..., tired of being alone.. going through so much stress and drama... and having all these deep thoughts and observations about things so strange but not having anyone around who understands me or ❤ Cares.. rare people on youtube talk about some stuff that I think about and experience..., I'm coming to a point in my life where I'm gonna be forced to make important choices and I don't know what to do, it's rough because on the one hand it seems like the only way to live in this place is to conform to the norm and become another cog in the machine, punch a clock endlessly pursue green paper to have a roof to keep your stuff under or lose everything.., the way this world is set up is so disturbing to me, what people call freedom... if the modern way of life is people's idea of freedom I really shouldn't have even been born in this place... although I seriously doubt I was it certainly doesn't seem very much like the world I grew up in.. more like some sort of crazy science fiction horror story..., My Mom has been one of the only people in my life that cares... now she's laying in ICU for weeks... I don't know what to do..