My Knight and Shining Armour

Oklahoma City OK

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Hey there, you know who you are. Look I know you loved me possibly still do. I know you cared for me. I also know that from the day I met you I have been head over hills in love with you. I know I have made mistakes. Lots of them. Terrible ones that I cannot take back unfortunately. I wished I could have tried to make them right however every chance I took seemed I was pushed further and further away. I also know you have made mistakes as well. The part that hurts the most is that you won’t or can’t even admit you were ever wrong. That hurts like no other. Then with everything that has taken place I’m not sure I can or want to continue in this life. I know I can and would be able to live without you the fact is I don’t want to. No matter what has taken place between us and there has been a lot I still love you deeply. This ost week of what I went through was horrible but it doesn’t match anything like the paid without you. I am totally 100% broken hearted over this. I can’t hardly eat, sleep or do anything. I know in my heart or I pray to be correct that everything has actually been innocent like you say and I choose to try my hardest to believe that. I know without a doubt I have always been faithful to you. I just wish this insanity would stop. We don’t even have to talk about the past. I just want you in my life at least as a friend moving forward and let me have the chance to correct my issues I created. The only way it’s actually to late to do so is if one of us has already been with someone else. I know I haven’t. I couldn’t. I’m hoping you haven’t either. Please let’s just be friends again and see where this can take us. I have never been this heartbroken in my life. I wish you could understand that the way you have acted towards me has fueled about 99% of the insanity on my part. Like I said and I mean it we don’t have to talk about the past except I would have one question moving forward. You can ask whatever you would like of me. Just please. Give this a chance. Please.