a river always leads to safety

Portland OR

Description

nowhere you'll be found much less nearly, no, not in the creepy stones, or the home you try to find in the tiny spaces you don't belong and how would it be to belong, seeing yourself in corners that were already rotting before you arrived? moving on is the hardest part, but movement's not that bad it never seems to lead nowhere, and the path never does get clear, but you walk, and you walk til you're tired walking and you float, let yourself sit still and stillness rows you down, whether you keep trying or not stillness still keeps moving you along nothing to share or care about not until it's miles away losing nothing sounds so sweet before the day moves in no one ever tries to keep the things that shatter the love, the lost loss never matters hold it dear the unpredictable tide never, never hold the tears in your eyes let them run until they're done and tonight is the only night you'll ever feel always in this moment, it's the only thing that's real just try trying, although it seems it isn't worth much to try when the holding holds a place to never be replaced in your mind if it feels like pain, it feels like time keeps moving, passively passing you by you'll always be here, and you'll never be there again you'll always be there, but never will be here again