don't know how to get pass phase one

Broadway near Main, San Diego CA

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We met up the first time at Harry Griffith park. U wore a blue long sleeve shirt with black yoga capris. Since it was spring, Your allergies were buggin so your nose was running. Lol It didn't bother me. I knew intuitively on that day that I was attracted to you. The more we talked, the more I saw your Inner Beauty So after a bit and being with you, I asked u to be my gf. We faced many trials and many tribulations too quickly. Too many outsiders not wanting to see us together. Nine months later, on Christmas Eve, you gave me a present that I thought was a commitment offer... Then I saw you return to ex lovers and playgrounds... And newbies.... And random cl encounters. I tried to stay by your side but i saw you giving yourself to people who didn't love you and underestimated you. And only wanted you for what you had and were giving them. And I was made fun of. Sometimes endlessly and ferociously...All for Loving You I wonder what ever happened to you. Do you still post and hang out in the wrong places. With the wrong people. Looking for something you already had. Do you still dream of me. See a future with me. Talk to God about me. You know how to reach me directly. I hope you are okay.