two years gone by

Portland OR

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two years gone by and i still thinking losing you was the biggest mistake i've ever made. ive lost innumerable lovers, but none haunt me like you. how you fill a room. how you engage the world around you. your energy is unlike anything i've ever witnessed. and i've missed it every day since i foolishly ran away. not knowing who i was. or what i found. now as far as i can tell you have all you could ever want. and you still are there in my mind when i wake up, when i walk the streets, when i sleep with new lovers, when i fall asleep at night. all i could ever wish for was one more chance. i would not fail again. so long as you are loved and cared for, i could never intervene. Still, i see the signs all over. My hope still isn't fully extinguished. I don't know if this is just the weight I'm doomed to carry or if theres some future where we speak