Thoughts?!

Chula Vista CA

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I was broke up with because I was being vulernable. Or like she said, “Too much.” She said I was treating her like she was my mom. When I just wanted to sit next to her and have my loved ones close to me. I was still sorting out my feelings about all the hardships I was going through. I thought I was just tired from work most of the time but it in fact was depression. She lost someone earlier this year and I was there for her. Physically and emotionally as much as she allowed me to. For whatever she needed. Months after I lost someone too and was in a depression. She didn’t check up on me and on top of that gave me a hard time for acting different. This included me not being able to wake up early to take care of some of my things. Work was hard enough. I was working 11 - 13 hour days. A 2 year relationship gone to shit. The woman I fell in love with and wanted to marry eventually - ended up being emotionally unavailable and just didn’t want to deal. And left. Still trying to sort out my feelings here …