I was drunk at Elliot’s, you helped me

Old firehouse alley near Linden st, Fort Collins CO

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I made some very shameful, self-destructive choices last night, motivated by suffering. The me that I was in that state of mind very well could have gotten what she wanted and worse if someone else were to take advantage of my intoxication to bring me harm. I doubt you will see this, but if you do…Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you, thank you, thank you. I won’t go into detail about my struggles but thank you for making last night a catalyst for me to change, and to get some help. It was truly a wake-up call on many levels. I need to stop trying to cope in such dangerous and unhealthy ways that only make things worse. And I need to admit that I can’t get through what I am going through on my own. Thank you for your compassion and for being there when I was too stubborn and too afraid to admit that I needed help —with much more than just getting home safely from the bar. I am eternally grateful and I will not disrespect your kindness. I will never get myself into a situation like that again, because not everyone has a heart like yours. But it renewed the value of being in this world for me, to know there are people like you. I will take this rare and precious chance to turn things around. Thank you for that chance, for everything. Words cannot express. Take care.