Your so full of it... You know I never took the easy route. You know I fought my backside off for myself and for you. Your just to proud and scared to admit you messed up. Now your convincing yourself of whatever you can to bury that truth. I never once treated you wrong and always had your back. You always kept me at arms length cause you were scared. Of what I'm not sure. Stop using your fear and denial as a wall and blocking you from getting close to someone. Especially someone that deeply cares and loves you. From someone that fought and still fights for you. The easy route would be to quit and die. Which I have not taken. I fight to breathe, fight to walk, fight to even think lucidly. When you've had the life I have and been through what I have, living isn't a choice. Its all about the fight to survive. So be honest with yourself for once and nut up that you are selfish and just didnt want to invest your time and scared of a healthy, caring, kind, and loving relationship. One small mistake and you jumped on it and threw in the towel. At least admit ya didn't care anymore or whatever else then your BS you've convinced yourself of. For F@$! sake!
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