Girl at NA

Mount Pleasant IA

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To the girl from NA that I once knew. things didn't end well, I know, I'm so sorry. There's so much I want to tell you, but I don't blame you for staying away after what you went through. I just wish I could talk to you even if it's just once. I know you would be glad you did and there's nothing to worry about anymore, Its just me now, and I made sure the blame was cast on me and not you. I need to be careful what I say on here either way, I just wish I would of handled things differently, I often think of you, or how our lives may be if we had kept things going in that direction, I wanted that to happen for us so badly. my intentions were honorable, I was just being controlled to an extent. Im sorry I didn't protect you, you didn't deserve any of that. I think you had an accurate depiction of my character early on, I am all those things you said, I just had a horrible influence in my life controlling and manipulating every aspect of it. I really wanted to just run away with you and I still wish I had. I love you, I never had a chance to tell you that, it was too soon at the time. I hope your doing well out there. maybe ill hear from you someday, maybe ill get a chance to make this right because this whole things on me, I miss you, I hope to hear from you someday, this post is replyable, but what I really want is for you to just be happy. Take care of yourself k