eternally hot and cold

Portland OR

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it’s been literally over a year now that we have been in an on & off “talking phase”. i was so attached to the idea that eventually you’d put your avoidant tendencies behind you and actually shoot your shot. i’ve distanced myself bc i’m tired of the emotional rollercoaster and it seems now like wallowing in self-pity is more appealing to you than opening yourself up to rejection…? unfortunately every time i try and date someone else, i’m wishing it was you i was talking to. i’ve done all the communication legwork up to this point so now it’s your turn to commit or move on, fucko