Just wanted to sorry.

League City TX

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You may or may not see this who knows, but figured I'd let it out anyways. I know things went south this year and it was both our faults, we both did things we regret and hurt each other, never truly wanted that for you (I was hurt and not thinking clearly). Basically just want to say I'm sorry and I know you may not forgive me, but just know I forgive you and only want the best for you and yours. There is an old saying that says you don't know what you have until it's gone, well it speaks true to me now. I realize now that I'm sober and thinking clearer that I should have done things different and realize the writing on the wall. Well if you happen to see this or read this, then just know I'm working on fixing the wrongs and myself to become a better person and hopefully one day you may see that. I'm here if you ever want to discuss or need anything, and yes I do mean that as I do truly love and care about your well-being. Looking back I see that we were so awesome the first couple of years, and I do truly miss that, you were my best friend and someone I was getting very close with, I hate how things ended and the consequences of our actions and wish I could take it all back, sadly I can't change the past but I can work on the present and be better in the future. Even though our families probably hate each of us, I don't care about that and have squashed that. Also know that I never talked bad about you after we ended things and not going to do that. Well if somehow you see this and it touches a heart string then please let me know even though we haven't talked in a bit. I wish you a Merry Christmas and hope it is filled with love and joy, Pumpkin.